[ INDEX_001 ] [ TIMESTAMP: 07/18-19/XXXX ]
[START TRANSCRIPT] *click* h-hello, this thing on? i suppose so, welp, working on the interface of this thing, im not too good at it but it sure is nice having a cool new experience and i guess, adventure, if you will, figuring all of this stuff out... um, lets see, today... found an old archive a while back of Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, been watching it for a while now, on episode, um, 49 i believe, god damn this stuff is pure cinema, not as good as cowboy bebop tho, its currently midnight, welp i guess it would actually be yesterday, but i was binging it for a while, also found an old supply of popcorn, it, it was really nice just chilling for once, ill unfourtanely be back to being busy in a couple days, i have a week after next week then its constant bs work so ugh but yknow, enjoy it while it lasts :D *click* [END TRANSCRIPT]
[ INDEX_002 ] [ TIMESTAMP: 07/19/XXXX ]
[START TRANSCRIPT] *click* um alrighty, making tonights log, busy tommorow, suprisingly, in the state of everything, marching bands still exist, one of which i am a part of, um, clarinet, and welp, we have practices from 9am to 9pm so gotta wake up early for it, apparently we might actually go on to the football field rather than the asphalt, kinda suprised this place still has a football field too, but i guess sports are still a priority :P
I don't even really know why I choose to work on this, I mean theres so many issues with humanity, so many better things to do, yet i work on whatever this bs is, hell, i might even find some other people out here, its lonely, but fitting. ive never been a fan of others
but yknow, why not make a couple friends along the way. meatspace is looking even more and more depressing, only thing keeping from solely living in the web is her, god, ill be such a lucky bastard if i actuallly pull her, god i hate situationships tho, its just so, im not sure, i want to enter the next chapter, anyways im too tired to keep talking, cya tommorrow. [END TRANSCRIPT]
[ INDEX_003 ] [ TIMESTAMP: 07/22/XXXX ]
[START TRANSCRIPT] *click* *light swing jazz can be heard in the background of the recording* well, ill be damned, i mightve met someone new... ugh its just, difficult, because, i guess its just, i see more promise in this new person, but i cant just throw my other interest out, i mean, obviously theres something there too, but, what that is, im not sure will last long, especially considering how many people they've dated and how often they enter a new relationship... *the sound of something being thrown at a wall can be heard* ugh, this is so hard to do, i mean, with how bleak the future looks, i just want one distraction from this hell, and someone to spend time with, but no, i cant have anything, god dammit i just want someone to hold me, someone to hug me as i bawl my eyes out for whatever reason my sensitive ass has, just, just, *subject can be heard softly weeping* god dammit wheres the switch *click* [END TRANSCRIPT]